Patience has also become an important word in my life. I have to be patient and not expect to get everything I want or expect all at once. I want so badly to move into this next phase of my life with Alan; that I often forget to stop and appreciate the many wonderful experiences I have day to day. I am very lucky to have been able to continue my education and Alan is an amazing support to me. All good things come with time. I just have to let them come.
I am now half way through my second year of graduate school and headed into my candidacy semester. I must admit that I am scared to face it. It is not just that I am scared of rejection, but I am also scared that I won't achieve the goals I made for myself. After all this time, I am still so insecure when it comes to my artwork. Over the next few months, I believe I will really see what I am made of.